so its been a while.
im not dead.
ive been wanting to say alot of stuff
nothing that no one will read

so i guess this is for me.
yo uwant someone to be deadly in love with you
and you want to have fun all the time
you want to drink
you want your art to be awesome
but it seems like all you have to your name is nothing
you can write
but you are fucking lazy, you fucking slob
i m ean really.
but why does this matter, atleast to you

turn it around
easier said than done right..

listening to a friend or an associate talk about how these 5+ girls are falling over him made you think

well not really, your mostly always thinking about this.
why him, why not me
but then again as you think about this all the time
those girls are just the girls that want to be used

now that you are writing now you
you stop and watch the fresh prince

but your back.
you realize that you can be the only good one, but if girls like bad, they will like the guyes that fuck with them

yes,its becoming all clear.
and you want a camera.
you want to be more artsitc.
maybe paint and work on your nose's

because frankly they suck sometimes.

you also want not to be ditched.
not have the feeling that you are poor
and when you get touched
feel it.

dont focus on the time, and when it will be over, just focus.

if you have fun, get high, drink, or anything
dont dwell on how hard it is
you dont even need that to have fun

you need yourself
you need me.
and you need to stop talking as if your not yourself.

go live, you little bitch.
until next time. dont cry.